Monday, June 16, 2008
An interesting observation
About my addiction. Something very interesting I noticed while I was away on vacation: I had no urge to binge. EXCEPT the days my mother was there. Those nights, I was just about climbing the walls with the desire to binge but I had nothing available. She was staying in the bedroom right off the kitchen and had the door open for air (since it was 90 degrees in the house!!). I so wanted to sneak into the kitchen for something to eat but I wasn't going to risk getting "caught". After she left and I relaxed, it was back to no desire to binge. In fact, not even finishing what was on my plate. I could attribute it to the heat but, by then, it had cooled down. Also interestingly, once I got home, I was in full on binge-craving mode. So the answer is that I need to hermit myself up in the woods of NH where I'll never visit family or have to work again? Where do I sign up for this???