
I am suffocating.
I do not know what to do to help myself right now. I can't even think about it with any sense of clarity to try to sort out how to get things back in order. I feel extremely out of control.
Perfect. Something I've spent my life trying to be. Something I can't seem to accept that I am not. Can't accept my own humanity really. My youth was dominated by abuse....mental, emotional, physical and sexual. I am an addict....formerly of shopping, sex, internet obsession, SI cutting and presently struggling with an eating disorder. This is my continued journey in hope of healing.
3 comments:
((((Hugs)))) Hang in there.
Perfect, I'm sorry you are feeling so badly. Hang in there - we're rooting for you.
(((P))) Let us know what's going on when you can.
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